Feeeeeeeelings....

I have that old song going through my head...

Feelings, nothing more than feelings
Trying to forget my feelings of love
Teardrops rolling down on my face
Trying to forget my feelings of love

I think I'm just being emotional, but tomorrow I start work again and its tearing me up inside...what if...what if I miss Bella too much. I know I work from home, but I can't spend every minute I want WITH her. What if she needs me and I have work obligations...even worse...what if she doesn't need me and is just fine.

I don't want to miss even one minute of her life...she's growing up so fast. She just graduated from newborn diapers to size ones. Its breaking my heart!

WAAAAAH....

Tell me this is just hormones.